trouble day..

          Urm…ari nieyh ak alex seremban..urmm…rsew cm mlaz jew nk alex..tp pew leyh wt…tngungjawab haruz d’tunaikan..time nga leka jew ngok cite Korean gn adiq tbe2…mak lk t’pekik drpd dpur…huhh…rpewnyew jam da kol 3.05…tiket ak lk kol 3.45…ak pon pew lg…cpt2 siap pz2 grak drp uma kol 3.25…ak smpay jew buz10, buz pon da dew..nsib bek laa buz uhh x lmbai2 tnggalkn ak..kui3..ak gn muke x siap pon..t’gese2 nek buz…time nk kuaw kete tngok muke ey-b ( adiq ak )sdeyh sgt dy..tngok dy cm nk nngiz jew…urmm…pz2..ak pon nek laa buz..tbe2 m’be yg drp BP mcj ak..rpewnyew dy 1 buz gn ak..tp dy kt blah ataz..ak kt bwah..mmunx sengal..huhu…time spnjg p’jlnan uhh ujan jew..mmunx sjuk gilew…da cm mat gian lk ak m’gigil…hahhaa..urm..pz2 palew ak mmunx pninx gilew..rsew cm nk mntah…tp tahan jew laa…pew leyh wt..smpy jew ak kt seremban,teruz p tndaz…pz uhh ak gn m’be ak lepak laa kt KFC sbb nk tnggu m’be yg drp JB n MELAKE smpay..pz2 ak call mak,ak kp yg ak da smpay..pz2 mk ckp td ey-b nngiz sbb nk ikot ak..ak sdeyh sgt blew dgaw mk ak ckp cm uhh…rsew nk plok2 jew ey-b law ey-b dew kt c2..sdeyh sgt…pz2 ak tnggal laa sowanx2 sbb m’be ak nieyh p datinx gn dynye BF..nsib bek laa kt c2 leyh on9 xdew laa ak t’pangak jew..xlme pz2 m”be drp Jb pon smpay..smbil nk tnggu m’be yg drp melake uhh perut lk wt konsert dangdut..mmunx xleyh bla…pew lg..ktowg pon p laa mkn…time2 nga mkn uhh..m’be yg drp Melake uhh call,dy kp dy da smpay KTM..sengal gk kdg2 dy uhh..dy twu ktowg nga lpk tnggu dy kt KFC,dy leyh tnggu ktowg lk kt KTM..hhhhuhuh..laz2,dy yg alex uma dulu..lpz da abez jew mkn, n da abez jew b’gosip..huhh…pew lg..cau cincau laaa alex umaa…urmm..time da nk smpay jew kt tmpat tiket2…tbe2 train kt c2 da jln..nyirap jew..t’pakse laa tnggu train yg len..time da trun train,ktowg tnggu Ayah ( pkcik Man ) ktowg lk amex nk alex uma..time nk tnggu uhh p 7E..time2 uhh dew lk..anjing kurap nk lalu..pew lg..ak gn iera m’cecet lari msok 7e..ak siap tutup pntu 7e uhh..hahaha….owanx sume tngok kn jew ktowanx…hahahah..pew lg..wt2 mke x bnggang jew laa ktowanx kt c2..huhu…pz2..time on the way nk alex uma gn pkcik uhh…dew lk sowanx no xknl call ak…huhhuh..mmunx xleyh blaa..da laa…ak nga melalak nnyi mse uhh..dgn xdgaw nta pew nta owg uhh kp..dy kp pakcik ak laa pew laa..dy soh tye mak ak la yg dew pkcik nme pew nta….sengal jew…ak da blur2 n loding jew mse uhh…pz2..ak pew lg..ak kp laa dy gilew…cian…free2 kne gilew x tntu psal..hahhha..pz2 dy kp mak nk ckp..ak ingatkn mak ak…time ak dgaw jew sore pompuan uhh…mcm ak pnh dgaw…rpewnyew mak mamat..pew lg…jntung ak cm nk gugur..hahhha….pz2 ak straight tye da mkn lom..sbb ak xtwu nk kp pew..hhuu…kaget gilew ak mse uhh..pz2 mat lk ckp gn ak..mmunx birah aw..sjew jew nk kne kn ak rupewnyew..ingt ari APRIL FOOL ew…ak ingtkn dy da xmu ak dew dlm idop dy lg..da xmu cntac ak lg..rpewnyew..dy syg kt ak lg laaa…huhhu…ak jew yg slalu pk bkn2..rsew b’slh sgt gn dy..dy sllu jew m’galah gn ak wlaupon uhh slh ak..syg mntax maap s’sgt yew abg..law syg dew wt slh papew..abg mara jew syg..sbb kdg2 syg xtwu pew slh yg syg wt..t syg pnday2 laa muhasabah dry pz uhh..hihihi..law cmnew pon abg nk mara syg..n law cmnew pon abg..syg tetap syg at abg..rindu sgt blew abg jauh gn syg…npew laa abg xdew d’cc syg ari2…kn bez…kui3…papew pon..abg tetp kt atey syh…huhu

someone who not recognized

     Dew 1 ary nieyh ak nga lpk n dok tnggu my dady…pz2 tbe2 dew someone (lelaki) dok sblh ak…tbe2 dy tye ak nk p anew n dok  anew…pz2 ak ckp laa ak nga 2nggu my daddy n dok kt pt jawa…dy tye nme ak n pz2 dy kp lk spew nme dy…dy kp dy dok sblh ak sbb dy risaw kt ak n cian ngok ak dok sowanx2, sbb time 2 dew org gilew psing2 kt ak…ak ckp la kt dy yg org uhh xdew cm owanx gilew pon..dy kp ..awk mnew twu…dy laa yg bhye..urmm..ak yew kn jew laa…xlame lpz 2 dy tye lg nieyh drp mnew??stdy mnew??ak ckp laa drp srembn…n stdy poly at nilai..dy kp, dy kdg2 dew gk p snew..p uma mkcik kt nilai 3…pz2 ak kp laa dkt jew gn tmpt ak…urmm…uhh yg tbe2 dy ckp nk no t snunx nk contac blew da kt snew t..urmm..ak kp laa xdew..pz2 dy ckp ..td yg sy nmpk 2 pew…ak kp laaa mnew dew..nk coll pon gne public..huhuhu..pz2 ak bkk topic len..ak tye dy stay mnew….dy kp kt sni dy stay uma atok dy..tp sbnawnyew dy stay sgmat…pz 2 ak tye lg…urmm…sgmt????kt mnew??dy kp bkt sipot…huh! Dgn serte merta ak kaget sbntar…spew lk mamat nieyh…???mnjd tnde tnye bg ak…pz2 dy tye npew?? twu ew…ak pew lg ckp laa twu…dy tye mnew twu dew m’be kew at snew???ak kp dew laa ckit2 yg knl..ak kp laa knl mat,joe,akim,lan,acap,anil,pie,nuar…huhuh….dy tye mnew knl dk2 cm 2??ak kp ew knl drp fb…pz2 dy glk…dy ckp dy knl sgt gn dk2 yg ak sbot nme uhh…dy kp dak2 bwh..dak2 yg i*****m n dak2 yg m*******a..urmmm…blew ak dgaw..huh!!seriuz ew…pz2 dy mntx no ak..uhh yg ak staright bg sbb nk twu dew cew pew lg sal mat sbb mse uhh ak da nk alex…pz2 mlm uhh dy call ak..dy nk mcj pz2 ak kp kdit xdew..tbe2 jew,xlme pz2 to4p pon msok..ak mra laa dy npew topupkn ak..dy kp xpe..ikhlaz…dy tye e2 nieyh..pz2 ak pew lg tye laa pew yg dy kp uhh tol kew x…dy kp seriuz..dy nmpk sndri..mat leyh nyorok dlm bju laa pewla….pz2 cm2 lg dy ce sal mat..urmm….yg dy ce uhh sume mat da cte juz yg 1 nieyh jew mat x cte…uhhh yg ak rsew mara sgt kt mat smpy mlm uhh ak x cntac pon dy tye dy da smpay kew lom uma..ak pk2 alex..sdeyh  n b’slh lk sbb mara kt dy sblom tye p’kre yg tol kt dy..urmm..dew jew yg ak nk wt slh kt dy…syg mintax maap yew abg!!pz2 ak tye lg knl kew abg rasta n abg bono..dy kp knl sgt..m’be rpat..pz2 esok nyew..ak mcj gn dak uhh lg…dy nieyh caring sgt gn ak..prihtin n amik brat kt ak…tp papewpon bg ak xdew spew leyh tndingi my hubby...huhhu..time2 msj uhh kdit abez lg…sbb dy nieyh no maxiz tp line celcom..uhh yg skjp glew kdit abizz..pz2 dy to4pkn ak lg…ak mara dy pz2 dy ckp xpew laa..dy juz nk ajak ak mcj..urmm…ak nk wt cmnew..to4p pon da msok ak juz leyh kp tanx jew laa kt dy..urmm..dy tye ak knl x adiq dy yg nme ****b****k..urmm..ak kp laa knl..m’be gn mat..dy kp yew tol2.. dy kp adiq dy uhh tkot gn dy,nk isp rokok dpn dy pon x brni..dy kp mat n m’be2 mat pon tkot gn dy..dy ce dew dk yg pnh kne lmpng gn dy….dy pon ce yg dy dew adiq pompuan yg 1 skulzz gn mat n twu pngai mat uhh cmnew..pz2 dy tye ak lg couple lg kew gn mat??dy kp bek x yah couple gn mat lg sbb mat uhh prngai  xbek..dy kp bkn dy nk burok2kn mat,juz utk k’bekkn.. pz2 dy tye,da tye mat lom sal hal yg dy cte uhh..ak kp laa da sbb ak da tye mat n mat mara2 ak..xlme pz2 dak uhh ckp yg dy nk couple gn ak..ak kp laa mat ak nk ltk mne lk..ak kp la ak xnk lg pon ak bkn knl gn dy sgt..bwu jew 2 ary knl..n xtwu pew niat dy utk m’be gn ak nieyh..urmmm..pz2 dy kp..wokeyh..kite knl2 dulu n m’be dulu…urmmm….ak kp wookeyhh…ak arap xdew something yg buruk akn b’laku t..yaAllah jgn ew kow hpuzkn prasaan syg ak kt mat…s’sungguhnye..dy laaaa….someone yg ak syg s’ssgt..jgn laa ko ubahkn ati ak utk mnyintai owanx len..jgn laaa biarkn b’lakunye p’telingkahan n p’gaduhan antare ak gn dy..stiap p’gaduhan uhh amat mnyakitkan n leyh m’buatkn 1 cinte mnjadi bnci…L..ak arap hbgn ak gn mat akn kkal smpay akhir hayat ktowanx!!..Amin!!

A sad day

 Hari nieyh ak kne mara  lg gn mat…sdeyh sgt..ak juz tye tol kew gn pew yg someone nieyh cte kt ak..npe dy xpnh cte kt ak slmenieyh..dy ckp dy xpnh tpu ak slmenieyh..pz2 ak tye dy bek2 n bkn mara2 kt dy..pz2 dy nk mara ak lk…sdeyh sgt…myb dy mara sebab ak xp’caya kt pkwe sndri but p’caye kt owg yg bwu knl 1 ary…ak dgaw kp someone uhh xb’maknew ak xp’cye kt pkwe ak sndri…ak juz tye n nk kpztiaan.. mat sowh ak btaw spew someone yg ak maksudkn uhh….someone yg cte e2 nieyh kt ak sal dy...tp ak xmu btaw sbb someone uhh kp jgn btaw mat..pew yg ak nk wt nieyh…law btaw kt mat..t rsew b’slh kt someone uhh,tp law x btaw mat rsew ak nieyh mnyebelahi someone nieyh..nta laa….ak dlm dilemma!!mat soh ak ckp gk..dy ckp law ak xmu ckp,dy sowh jew ak p kt someone uhh…skeyt sgt atey..sdeyh sgt…snggupkn dy khlgn ak…nmpak sgt laa…dy xpnh nk syg kt ak..urmmm….nta laa ak pon xtwu nk wt pew…ak juz t’diam blew dy kp cm uhh..pz2 teruz dy matikan call…pew mksd dy??mmunx towl kew dy da xmu ak hadir dlm idop dy…xpew laa…ak phm..spew laa ak nieyh dlm idop dy..ak nieyh pon bkn bek sgt..n xperfect pon cm pompuan2 len…dy leyh pat pompuan yg lg better drp ak..owanx cm ak nieyh dy pndg sblh mte jew kn…urmm…mybe nieyh da tkdir Allah kowt…ak nieyh sslu jew aw sketkn atey owanx…Abg…syg mntak maap..syg xsngjew…syg xdew niat utk sketkn atey abg..mmunx ptt pon law abg da xsyg kt syg lg..sbb syg nieyh xtwu nk jge atey n prsaan abgkn??..law abg mmunx nk syg p…sy leyh p…tp x b’mkne syg p kt someone uhh..tp syg arap sgt..abg jge dri abg….n jgn rosakkn diri gn bnde2 yg x b’faedah..jgn mlwan kp mak lg dgaw kp dy..dy mara2 abg bkn sbb dy bnci abg..tp dy syg sgt kt abg..hrgai dy slgi dy mseyh dew...p cari kjew abg kp nk tolg fmilykn...tp sblom tlg fmily abg tolg dri abg dulu..jgn alex mlm2 sgt..t soknye ssh nk bngon..syg arap..law abg nk cri awex pznieyh..jgn cri yg cm syg…arp abg akn bhgie blew syg da xdew t..syg epy blew ngok abg bhgie..syg xkn lupew sume knngn kite n xkn lupew stiap pew yg abg bri n curahkn kt syg..wlaupon syg xleyh jd awex yg bek utk abg n xpnh wt abg epy blew b’sme syg ,syg arap abg jgn la nk b’musuhan gn syg pznieyh aw..law dew papew ew nk kongsi cite..sy dew n syg sedia utk mndgrnye..wookeyh laa abg..xgne lg law syg kp e2 nieyh law atey abg da zero..syg doakn yg t’baek utk abg..syg nk mntak maap sgt kt abg utk sume kslhn syg kt abg slme syg jd awex abg…lastly syg nk kp tanx coz bg syg peluang utk hadir dlm idop abg n mnyayangi abg wlaupon skjp..luv u n mizz u alwayzz  oppa…        

cm2 adew...

             Urmm….rsenyew ari nieyh ari yg mcm2 dew…huhuhu…cm astro…..pg td bngon kire cpt la jgk..huhuh…lpz 2 leyh lpk2,b’gosip,msk,mkn smpay laa area2 kol 1 lbeyh..time 2 sume lom siap nk p klzz…pdhal klz kol 2.15..ihihii..yg nk mndy nye6 org..blik aer nyew lk dew 1..huhuh..pew lg take turn laa…cm nk b’atur p bli tiket wayg lk…huhu…ak laa yg last skly..urmm…rsew mlz nk p klaz mmg m’buak2..huhuhu…mzty kjew setan m’hasut ak kn..hahhha…but,ak kuatkn smgt..ak fight gn setan 2 last2 ak mng..hahhah…memeb2 ak sume da p nek buz…ak lk lom2 siap lg so sruh laa memb amek nek moto..siti mariam bukn nme sbnr..hahhaah….jam da area2 kol 2.20 tp ct x smpy2 lg..risaw sgt..urmm…xlme paz 2,ct pon smpay dgn rock nyew bwk moto..hahaha…lpz ak nek jew mto tbe2 rahmat Allah pon turun (hujan)..huhuh..mmg lebat gilew…mmg xleyh blaa…ct mmg da basah lokoz..yg ak leyh lindg2 lg blkg ct..huhuh…cian ct…smpy jew kt poly…ak kday topup 2 gelak jew tngok ktowg…mke ak gn ct mmg da x rupe mke..time 2 dew lk babak2 romantik gn ct coz ak lapkn air kt mukew ct..hahaha..lwk2..urmm…da abez2 bibit2 2..ktowg mlngkah msok ke klz….time msok jew klz…mmg sume memb2 klz smpy lecture pon glk kn ktowg..haahhah…..mmg x leyh blaa….da laa klz air cond..time 2 sjok sgt…nk bljar pon x msok palew sbb pning sgt kne ujan…nsib bek laa time 2, xbljar n dew 1 klz jew..huhuh..slamt2..sowey yew ct sbb mnyshkn ko….urmm..mlm lk area kol 9.15 ak n memb ak gerak p uma sewe memb ak yg lg 1 sbb ktowg dew rewang..hahhah….bkn dew owg nk kawin juz rewang utk ari keusahawanan utk ari jumaat smpay ahad..time nieyh plk dew bibit2 sdeyh..sbb sume hampir2 m’galirkan air mte…bkn kez ptuz cinte kew pew..but…kne kopek bwg…hahahah…bawang2 npe la anda m’yekse ktowg.haha..pew pon xleyh…dlm are kol  11 lbeyh rewang pond a nk tamat so ktowg pon mlngkah alex ke uma…dlm p’jalanan 2 dew lk t’bau something yg luar biase…wngi sgt…msing2 da b’pndgn..hahah…pew lg…ak mulekn lngkh utk b’lari..yg len2 pon yg bwk bwg pon b’lri gk..nsib bek lk bwg 2 xt’golek2 kt jln..hhahah…time nieyh rsew cm lri 100 mter lk..hahah..pew ppon xleyh..smpy jew umaa..da cm owg xckop oxgen.hhahah..t’cungap2…msok je uma..sume cpt2 bsoh kaki..hahahah..mmg lwk…!!!

love is a not toy

             Bile kite jatoh cinte kt s’sorg..mzty kite takot nk luahkn sbb dlm pmikiran kite mungkin si dy x accepted…spptnye kite x leyh b’pmikiran cm uhh sbb cinte 2 xpernah d’tolak..sbb stiap insan kt dunie nieyh m’merlukan n m’inginkan  cinte…cinte nieyh satu yg indah..ble kite dah d’beri peluang utk b’cinte npew kite x b’cinte btol2 n iklaz??npe msti dew k’saketan dlm cinte??npew mzty dew k’curgn n x s’fhaman???urmm..nta laa kdg2 ak pon xphm dgn CINTe..kdg2 ak rsew cinte 2 ajaib bin plik sbb ia dtg tnpe d’pkse n m’mkse..tp law CInte 2 nk pergi pon tnpe d’pkse n m’mkse..tol x??mmg sket blew cinte 2 pergi..sbb tu la time b’cinte perlukan kseyh syg,kjujaran n p’sfhamn..law sumenieyh dew…garenty laa relationship korg akn kkl lme..tp bgaimnew pulk law cinte kite d’permainkn??kite da syg gle2 kt s’sorg 2 tp sbnarnye dy curg dgn kite??mzty ati kite hancurkan sbb slmenieyh pnt kite syg n cinte dy..but dy p’bodohkn kite..tp xpe..bile kite da xde dlm idop dy..mzty dy akn igt s’tiap p’gorbanan yg kite lkukn pdnye mse b’couple dlu..mzty dy akn rindu saat2 mse time2 cple dlu wlupon bg dy juz 1 p’singahan…stiap p’buatan yg dy lkukan mzty akn d’blaz oleh Allah..mungkin owg yg dy syg pulk akn wt sme cm pe yg tlh dy lkukan..bg spew2 yg rsew nk p’bodohkn someone..urmm…stop it now!!!....ingat stiap owg xdew perasaan ew??please respect another person!!dont break others heart anymore..love is not a toy!!!but something that we must appreciated n respect..

should or not!!

         Urm…ak dlm d’lema..perlu n patut ew ak p cherating???mamat,abg rasta,jannah sume ajak ak p….tp probnyew skunx ak malu sgt..da laa sumenyew ak xknl…mamat jew laa yg ak knl..n lg 1 cm xdew kne m’gene jew laa ak kt c2 nnti ….yg p pon abg rasta,jannah family2 dyowang n dak2 car wash….tp ak xknl pon spew2..jannah pon ak xpnh jumpa..juz dlm fb jew laa pnh comment2 gn dy..OWH NO!!!…what should I do right now????    PERGI atau X??aty mmunx ckp nk tp problemnyew MaLu…aii MALU leyh x anda nyah drp driku ini??hahahhhaa…bkn sng dpt p sme2 gn owanx yg kitew syg…tolkn??nieyh laa saat2 n pluwanx keemasan yg dew..nieyh laa ssat2 nk b’same2 gn dy..da laa miz coz da lme xjmpe….perlu ew d’sie2 kn saat2 cmnieyh??mmm…law Allah izinkn mybe ak p kot…law xizinkn..urmm…pasrah jew laa ….

Ape yg b’ubah!!

Urmmm…arinieyh..sdeyh sgt…sbb kne marah gn mamat…nieyh sume sbb fb…ak nieyh pon 1 gk  xmu dgaw ckp dy…dy ckp xyah bkak fb ak bkak gk..but..bknnye ak bkak sebab nk curang gn dy juz ak bowinx xtwu nk wtpew..pew lg,fb laa jd sasaran…urmm….paz2 dy tye ak nga wtpew….ak ckp la ak nga on fb..at least ak xtipu dy..urm…pz uhh dy ckp ak da b’ubah..pew yg b’ubah nta ak pon xphm….somebody help me!!sdeyh sgt bilew dy mara2 ak…ak twu ak b’salah…syg mntak maaf yew abg…syg x sngjew….syg xdew niat pon nk skeytkn atey abg!!!seriuz..mmunx xdew niat…hope..forgive me!!!jgn la jeluz2 sgt..atey syg tetap dew abg la..hiihih              tp papew pon…cemburu tandenye syg tol x???huhuh..mknenyew dy mmunx ikhlaz laa syg kt ak..hihih..t’harunyew…ngeee…